It’s hard to admit it hurts my feeling to be tease especially when it’s from people you love most.
I can’t fake a smile anymore, pretending I’m okay with it. It’s not okay.
I know I’m a sensitive person, I don’t want to change my sensitivity.
…. I have to be brave to speak my truth.
It’s a mess in my brain when thoughts of a romantic relationship pops up.
I love the concept of courtship. In some ways apply certain aspect of it in my life. I can’t fully commit since I don’t want to be married at all. General dating is not something I want to engage in anymore or even consider. I do want a lover. I can already see how much I’m a contradicting mess.
It’s one or the other right? This is why I just don’t even give a guy a time of day, I can’t exactly define where I stand yet.
Open a book in the open air: 8 outdoor libraries and bookstores
These places make discovering your next read an adventure.
Long waited, my backyard. Lounging on my lawn chair instead of sitting in my room desperate for some sun. I feel so full in my heart and mind at peace.