À la prochaine! , mon amour.
It’s hard to admit it hurts my feeling to be tease especially when it’s from people you love most.
I can’t fake a smile anymore, pretending I’m okay with it. It’s not okay.
I know I’m a sensitive person, I don’t want to change my sensitivity.
…. I have to be brave to speak my truth.
It’s a mess in my brain when thoughts of a romantic relationship pops up.
I love the concept of courtship. In some ways apply certain aspect of it in my life. I can’t fully commit since I don’t want to be married at all. General dating is not something I want to engage in anymore or even consider. I do want a lover. I can already see how much I’m a contradicting mess.
It’s one or the other right? This is why I just don’t even give a guy a time of day, I can’t exactly define where I stand yet.